We show what we want to be seen as, but we keep most of our thoughts to ourself.
I have so many thoughts, dreams, ambitions.. Never to tell to anyone. They come and go..
I often think to myself that everyone was really meant to be alone..
Mine is not going to great.
Sometimes I love him, and I really do.. But others I can’t do it, I want to physically beat the shit out of him. He’s so aggressive and angry, stomps around, yells, mutters and whatever else!
I can be pretty mean but I always have my reasons. Sometimes he just can’t understand what I mean, or what I expect.
Obviously I’m expecting to much.. From someone who can barely give a little.
I want more for my life, is rather be without anyone, than to have to keep doing this back and forward relationship.
Olivia’s 2nd birthday party! We had so much fun, it was super hot though so we experimented with some icy water! Amelia enjoyed playing with this ice block for a good 20 minutes!
I barely know what I’m looking for or hoping not to find. I think I went down the wrong education path, maybe I should be a mechanic. :/
Ella’s special cake! Hearing for 1 year!!
Gabrielle and Jessica’s birthday too!